about · last · night....

i had a dream the other night that i had a threesome with my friend in greesnboro that i've never seen in a sexual way and jude law. and it was weird and i got in a fight with jude law's "kind-of" girlfriend. it was stupid and made me feel real dirty. i am looking at this non-sexual boy right now from across the computer lab and i think i'll die of embarrassment if he looks at me, like he'll know that i dreamed about him like THAT.
last night i dreamed i was in wroclaw again. i was at one of our regular bars (katakumbe) only it was way different and lee mead (the guy who is joseph in joseph and the techniciolred dream coat---random) and my brother were there and they were infuriating me and i threw glass bottles. then i calmed down and i saw the giant for the first time and i freaked out and i tried to talk to him , but he didn't recognize me-- then my dream was over. i am still sad about this, i hope when i see him again he recognizes me, because there is no way i could ever forget him.

my 15 year old cousin had her quince this weekend and it made me so happy to see how awesome a young lady she is. i knew she was great before but at her party on saturday it was SO apparent that she is amazing. i also saw how cool my slightly older cousin (who might be coming to UNCG next year) is pretty great too. i love my family a lot.
i took a ton of pictures at her party and they were all way blurry, these are no exception but i still think they are kinda cool.

 

  AND
all day my left arm has hurt and it scares me.


OH and, my cousin alicia has the cutest boys:

nicholas, anthony, nathan

my car was broken into for like a dollar and eighty cents. lame.
now i have no car because i took it home to get it fixed up.
so i'm trying to figure out how to ride the bus but i can't understand the schedules. i know it's the "higher education area transit" but gd they should've made the maps easier to read for the public transportation illiterate.
i rode public transportation almost everyday for like 6 months in poland; almost always using the same trams and i would still occasionally get lost. i just need to pay attention and get my bearings together or something. damn i feel like a fool.

i have a crush.
i feel like it's been ages since i've had like a real crush on someone new.
i love this feeling.
i think he' sessy sessy sessy too.
and he waits for me after class while i talk to my new friend shaberta.

but i think one of my friends is mad at me and i want to make him a peace offering creme brule.
or something.

it's funny when when the cool kids that ignored you in high school totally know your whole name and dob and shit now that they're fat drunk townies.

there was a mini cracktonia reunion last night that lasted until like 10am and ended with the most uncomfortable trip to chic-fil-a ever. it reminded me of when we'd end our last couple of nights in poland with messy wasted breakfastses.